Mrs Beckingham’s
Peacock Feathers
From The
Peacock’s Pearl
Significance? She was reminding her son
of his heritage
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Dominic Beckingham’s wife died when her son was
quite young, but prior to that she did her best to remind him of his heritage.
James “Fox” Beckingham was descended from a long line of Lord Beckinghams, but
a recent ancestor had sold the family castle and now Fox and his father lived
in Australia. The family emblem was a peacock, and Fox had made himself a
tee-shirt with a punning emblem. His distant cousin Cat Mahal didn’t like it so
Fox decided to set her straight about peacocks, pies and bad-taste tees.
“This
is not about the family emblem, Cat Mahal. Well, it is, indirectly, but not the
way you think. See, when I was a kid Dad was concerned that I was missing out
on my ‘heritage’.” (He actually gave that word air quotes.) “So, Mum rectified
the problem in her typical Mum-like way.”
Now
he smiled, reminiscently, and I almost liked him. He was fond of his mum. Awww. He was not afraid to show it. Respect.
“How?”
“She
bought me a doona with a splashy great peacock on it. She brought peacock feathers
into the house—though she thought that was bad luck—and she had pictures and
posters of peacocks hung here and abouts. She even bought a DVD about peacocks,
and an obscure guidebook that happened to mention Beckingham Castle and showed
a picture of its peacocks perching wherever they chose and peacocking about.”
“Sounds
obsessed,” I said.
“She
was obsessed with making Dad and me happy,” he said sharply. No reminiscent
smile now. “I guess she didn’t ever know you can’t make someone happy.”
The last peacock-related
gift (and indeed the last gift of any kind) that Mrs Beckingham gave her son
was a copy of Walter de la Mare’s Peacock
Pie.
“‘Peacock
Pie’ was the last thing Mum bought me. It came in the post and she was on her
way out. She gave me a hug and said we’d start reading my new book when she got
home. I could read just fine, but poetry was something we did together so I
promised I’d wait for her to come home.”
I
saw where this was going, so I wasn’t surprised when he added, “Only she never
did.”
That was the last mention of
Mrs Beckingham’s peacock feathers, and her widower and son had moved at least
once since her death. Did they take the feathers with them? It’s likely they
agreed not to, and then did so anyway.